Bah Humbug

Christmas doesn't seem like quite such an attractive prospect when you've got no money and feel stuck in a financial mire with no way out. Tomorrow is all about benefits applications in order to try and alleviate some of the stress...seeing as there is no 'work' coming in and tax credits are out of the question due to how much i earned this tax year when I was working. Living in this country is fucked up and I'm feeling somewhat cynical about everything right now. With a bit of luck 2010 will see some kind of turn for the positive in my life as well as M's. If not, well, I guess I could always file for bankruptcy...