Apparently the full moon eclipse in Aquarius means that I'm going to undergo some kind of creative surge. I think that it might have actually started surging pre-emptively with me, but is currently undergoing what I can only describe as a lull due to uninspiring surroundings (the office I work in during the week) and feeling as though someone has trampled on me with hobnail boots on. One thing I will say is that i am getting very interested in the idea of studying astrology properly but I'm held back by the idea that i DO NOT WANT TO END UP LIKE MY MOTHER. Who is most decidedly mental and very annoying with it.

Is it possible to take onboard some of the things we learned from growing up with our parents without eventually turning into them? I'd like to know if it is, as the thought that I could become a dogmatic mentalist obsessed with life as some kind of concentric circle who wears sports sandals with white socks and tracksuit bottoms with shalwar kameez scares the living shit out of me.